'Tis a wonderful world we live in today. Fighting here and there and everywhere... A killer disease on the loose with no cure yet...

I can't wait...!

I hesitate to write what I want to write for fear of reprisal from whoever will read.

I just thought it - American English is British English slang. Think about it. There might be slang words in the British vocabulary but the delivery of it much differs with delivery of American English slang. Anyway, British English is so much proper, in my opinion, a lot more fun to speak.

Gotta practice the accent first though.

That, and I'm used to using American English whenever I think and write. Reminds me of this one instance in high school. I had such a hard time in one subject coz I'd be translating from one language to another even when thinking up ideas for papers and stuff.

Were we the class that made that particular teacher cry?

Not sure anymore.

So...

Wonder how it'll be though... Fun, I suppose... Not without repercussions, and it'll definitely be SOME kind of repercussions...

Absolutely adorable.

Happy, I hope... Tears, definitely... Despair, probably... Hopelessness, kinda, maybe, hope not...

Just goes to show that, indeed, I do care about what other people think. Which I shouldn't because what do they know about me and my life, right?

Not to say that I haven't been censured enough. If you have friends who do that to you with impunity, who needs other people? And they do. I suppose it was alright at first, because it was just a big joke - like my life isn't already a joke. There's some truth in all of it, I suppose, but after that, it just got harder and harder to put up a wall and take it all with a grain of salt.

My recourse? Typically, ignore and not mind. Brilliant, ne?

So to whom will I turn when I find myself in a similar situation that my friends found so funny, and... I hesitate to say unacceptable because that's not the word I'm looking for... inappropriate, I think is better...?

To whom?

No one.

Buck up and bear it in all your lonesome that's what it is.

But then, what do I know, right? I haven't lived.

"Wolves are my favorite animals because they're cute but really dangerous as well." Direct quote.