The thing to do is to say "No." Simple enough, yes?

Not so in my case. I have to have a very valid reason to say "No." AND I CAN'T FREAKING FIND ONE!!


Okay, on to more happy news...

Uhm... There hasn't been a nuclear explosion yet...? I don't know... Once I get started on the bad vibes kind of thing for ranting, it's kinda difficult to go the other way. I can't find any happier news to write about.

Well, okay, so I'm planning on starting a Brendan Fraser movie collection -- which I started with The Mummy and The Mummy Returns -- but that's all. I was supposed to get BLUE's second album but... *shrug* it all went down to numbers. How many can I get for the least amount? And the VCDs were on sale, but the audio CDs that I wanted weren't. But I'll get them some other day, one way or another.

So what else is new...

Oh yeah, I hate this computer. But that ain't special news to anyone out there who has a dinosaur for a computer...!

Okay, goal number one, get a freaking job.

Goal number two, get my own place, my own apartment, my own pad, my own space = independence.

Goal number three, get my own computer so I can do what I want with it and not have to answer to at least two other people.

Goal number four, get a guy who'll do anything and everything for me. Okay... that was weird and a tad too much. Just a guy, then, that I can stand to be with. As a special concession to my friends, who they can stand as well, and who's not intimidated by me, as they have said before that I can be intimidating and that guys are intimidated.

Sheesh.

Goal number five, get the whole Harry Potter collection of books and movies and other stuff, i.e. toys and opther merchandising things they've thought up. I just remembered, I want the pillow collection. I could always do with more pillows ^__^

Goal number six, start on a CD collection of everything that I've ever wanted to have.

Damn, but I sound so... materialistic! Ain't life grand...!

Goal number seven, learn how to swim and to ride a bike and to hang glide and to surf and to drive and to bungee jump... Okay, so it's more of conquering some of my fears. Hey, all it takes is a bit of gutsy attitude and a great life and health insurance, and you got it made! I did do that bit of snorkeling, right? So maybe as an addendum to that, I could learn how to dive.

Goal number eight, get a car and if I still don't know how to drive and I don't have a license, get a driver to go with the car.

Goal number nine, follows number two -- buy a house. It's gonna be my own house, not anybody else's.

Greedy little bugger ain't we?

Goal number ten, be miserably happy.

And it all started with the computer...


You see, Doc, no matter how many times you've heard it from other people, everyone has their own different takes in life. So don't adopt that frigging high and mighty attitude with me or I just might smack you down your ass.

Now I don't think it matters if you've heard it once or a million times -- never mind what Dobby said -- but a violent threat can get one's attention and maybe even stun the living daylights out of you.

So we're back to being violent, are we...?

And with good reason!

The enemy of my enemy is my friend.

Keep your friends close and your enemies closer.

Never give out your name, your identity.

My allegiance is to my own self.

To serve two masters is a folly.

Good things come to those who wait; or to those who make a grab for it.

Age is but a number that limits you to it.

So therefore... make up your minds. It's not an easy path to find your way but it's pretty much smooth roads all the way when you do. Just make sure you don't have blinders on.

Rambling is good. Clears the ears and the mind. I think I'll write some later today, if I don't get pissed off. Which is kinda asking a lot since I almost always get pissed off on a daily basis. I dare not say hourly coz that will be just pathetic.

No, Doc, I don't need therapy. Been there done that. Shrinks are just overpaid sounding boards with a fancy title from a fancy dandy school.

Imagine the irony if I end up with a shrink.

Do I have friends who're shrinks? Hmm.. Gotta think about that one.


If I think about something for far too long -- which is like an hour or less -- especially if I want that something, it never happens. I don't get that something. It's a kind of a jinx. So it'll be better for me if I don't think at all. Now that'll be a relief. Just release all your cares...

Blast-end Skewts.