I'm tired. I've been traveling a lot. It was home to job exam to home then next day to a wake to home then next day to another job exam, and now recently just another job exam. And here I thought I could just stay away from numbers and computations and all that Math stuff...

Sheesh.

So...

I still have no idea of where I'm going with my life.

hehehe me bad. I had a thought - a series of thoughts actually - last night I think. It involved being a sort of a live-in partner/girlfriend of this guy, a real rich one at that and a bachelor ^_____^ and I was having the time of my life... It wasn't like a real live-in situation in that I had my apartment and he'd come over some nights but other nights he'd be somewhere else. Since I'm particularly sure that he's not married, I'm guessing he spends those nights at his parents' house.

But there were also the occasional misunderstandings. Foremost in my mind now was a re-telling of APN, in that that particular day we were supposed to go somewhere but I couldn't go. He was understanding at first because I told him that it was a very important shindig that I had to go to - I think he thought it was a family sort of thing ^__^;; Irony of ironies, the event we were supposed to go to was at the same place where the APN was held. So he was majorly surprised when he saw me there in my gothic get-up.

Now there was this understanding between us that we didn't advertise our relationship, for whatever reason. So he called me the first chance he got and basically asked for an explanation. You know how people can sometimes get in that situation? Like he was struggling for normal and not accusing but not getting to the middle ground...? So we had a row about it on the phone.

First version of what happened next was that he goes and gets me from the APN and we drive to the apartment. There we had the continuation of the fight at the living room, which exploded into him almost hitting me. Almost, since he held back and just slammed out of the apartment. Then he came back and we kissed and it ended in the bedroom.

Second version - because I woke up briefly - of what happened next was that he and I carry on with out own activities after that brief fight on the phone. It went on as it really happened. Late next day, we all left to go to our own houses, but Feifu (hehehe guesting again eh?) couldn't so I invited her over to the apartment. I called ahead and left a message on the machine that I was bringing someone over - because he almost always listens to the machine.

So we get there and he's not there. Hmph. But it was alright. We had a marathon of the animé CDs that she had and that I had. Oh yeah, I distinctly remember seeing a bookshelf crammed with manga and CDs and tapes and animé stuff that presumably he bought for me ^__^ *sigh* dream guy...

He arrived just as Feifu was getting ready to leave. Since I was still pissed off at him because he shouted at me on the phone before he hung up at the APN, I told him that I was going with Feifu to where she could get a ride home. I let him stew at the apartment for some hours. When I got back, another fight, but not as ferocious as the one I envisioned, so it was okay. He apologized for being a jerk, we kissed, then bed.

^___^

I just finished book 4 of the Harry Potter series. I'm liking Viktor Krum; wonder who'll play him when book 4 becomes a movie...? Also Professor Remus J. Lupin. I'm hoping that the director and producers have Gabriel Byrne somewhere in the roster. I like that Irish actor. He is Irish right?

Richard Harris is gone so... who's gonna play the ever lovable Dumbledore? Though he can turn really seriously intimidating in book 4. That's hardly a spoiler.

I can't wait to see the next installment!

Did I forget to mention that I like Daniel Radcliffe? He is one cute boy, absolutely cute! Hope he doesn't end up in the wayside like some child actors. I want him to make a successful transition into an adult actor.