It's not always darkness and gloom; there'll always be a measure of light somewhere thrown into the mix. Right?

Feeling and being blue are two different things.


So anyway, something Doc told me before got me thinking. Well, e were talking about Illusion and I just thought... maybe, what if I mess around with it a bit. y'know? Change it a bit, a bit of snipping there, a bit of tailoring there... nothing too drastic (but that depends on your POV) but a make-over still.


It's kinda creepy when you know you're the only one awake in the house and there's this mysterious pounding on the stone wall. Could have come from outside, from the neighbour... But then again, what's that rustling sound coming from within the house?

Argh, creeping myself out... gotta cure myself of that. I'm the one who's supposed to be immune to such suggestions.


Homura's dead.

Gensomaden Saiyuki just ended on cable, and it was quite heartbreaking, the way Homura set about getting what he wanted done. Just to have a place to die, and die in a manner befitting a fighting god.

Yeah, I know, it's been done before and GS is kinda old already but bear with me, alright? It's been a while since I last saw the series, and not I'm planning on having a marathon tomorrow... erh... today. Now, let's see... Gensomaden definitely, Endless Waltz as I've been missing it on CN, Inuyasha (miss that hanyou!)... what else do I have?

D's always good for a bit of vampirey fun. Damn, now I wish I'd grabbed the Miyu CDs from before.

Still too much Ranma, so I'll pass this time around. But maybe the other movie that I have, just not the OAV. Maybe.


Stressing too much about something stresses the heart, right? Compound it with a heart condition and you have an environment ripe for a heart attack. Sign me up for a front seat.

I'm quite pleased though that I managed to get the Numb ringtone that I've been wanting ever since I heard it on my sister's phone. I used her phone to send it to me but only after I rewrote the thing with the composer, as it wouldn't send otherwise.

Erh, would it be legal if I posted the ringtone here? Guess not, don't wanna be in trouble with the cellular phone company that's been somewhat of a lifeline for me for the past few years. And it was a promo of theirs so...


Ideas for Illusion... hmm... changing it a bit does sound more appealing... That and I'm beginning to mix up scenes among Illusion and Almost and Countdown and Embitterment. Sheesh, add Saitou to the mix and I have a major headache. Not to mention Harry!

Damn, getting the Illusion file is kinda difficult... have to resort to trickiness if Yahoo won't cooperate! Avast yeh land-lovers! Onto the late night we sail!


I have got to get a life...!

But I'm bored with it.

And I get ideas on what to do with my stories and make wallpapers/collages in the middle of the night! I can't blame myself for that though, as it is quiet at night and I can think properly. During the day, it's always a fine mix of keeping a balance so as not to spark up a fight between my sisters (that includes me in the equation) and keeping awake. It's better for me to sleep during the day, less stressful.

Night has always been my creative time, ne? Except for when I'm feeling lazy and just let my mind roam about with nothing holding it back.

Floating is fun... free me from the mundane worries of everyday life...