Black kitten is now known as Choco II. Just because.

They're eating rice now, kinda, but Choco II doesn't like it so he's content to just suckle.


I'm amazed at myself. A few days ago, I stayed up real late, like until lunch the next day, and I slept real late the next day. Almost 24 hours, wouldn't you say?

So I got to wondering... what the hell stopped me from slitting my wrists?

I had TWO box cutters with me in the room.

I'd been basically left alone for the duration of that time.

I had opportunity, so why the hell not?! Reminds me of that Lizzie McGuire song: "Why not? Take a crazy chance. So why not?"

Then again, in a moment of levity, I could say that I was too bloody sleepy to do it.

Seriously though... it is a bit curious, considering the last time that happened, someone really interrupted me with a rather inane request: "Erh, can we turn on your stereo? It's really quiet in the dorm." or something like that, or it could have been my roommate was borrowing the stereo or one of my tapes. But anyway.

Oh yeah, there's this one time (different roommates this time around) I was really depressed and I just stayed in the room for three days. I didn't eat anything, and I can't even remember if I drank water, but I must have coz I'm still alive. I ignored my roommates, and one was even kind enough to do the same to me, though I must conjecture that most of the girls in my dorm ignored her and we ignore her right back. But that's another story.

But my other roommate, kind and young and naive, reached out.

Dang. I could have wasted away and no one would be the wiser! I was just a lump of flesh on the bed anyway.

So why back to all this death and despair?

Coz I feel like it, that's why.

Oh shit.

Why am I even justifying myself to you? Sod off.


Updating my blog is kinda making me feel traitorous towards my site, ACIDER, ony because I haven't put anything up there in a while. I'm still finishing up the stories. I'm about done on a collage/wallpaper of Daniel Radcliffe, Emma Watson, and Rupert Grint. Just have to submit them to the sites I got their pictures from, just so they know, right?