Numb
Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be


Me really, really like this song right now... inspirational even! And the video's cool as well.

News at the homefront: Not much change, still in a somewhat stalemate. I got to the room and a few minutes later, she follows. I'm like, are you my faithful pet? Sorry but I got Shiro for that. So it's like, no privacy for me ^___^ and I fucking hate it.

But what can I do but grin and bear it. And spend more time in front of the computer at nights, talking to myself and the computer. Which is kinda therapeutic, never mind that when they catch me at it (and laughing my head off sometimes) they probably think I'm bonkers and a prime candidate for a mental institution.

Quite fun ne?

I love my life, so much that I'm taking a line out of Nick Stokes' stalker guy in CSI2. "Will you let me stop your heart, Nick?"

Damn, and Nicky's so cute, well, second to Archie, who's their audio/visual techie guy at the lab. I still don't know that actor's name, but I saw him as one of the prison guards in Jet Li's The One.

hehehe nerdy...

But I've always liked the cool nerdy guys. Just check out Carlos at college. He was cool and a brainiac and real good looking... and had the hots for a younger girl who had a boyfriend in her year level... and who now has a girlfriend ^__^

Story of my life.