Just for the heck of it...


You should be dating a Cancer.
21 June - 22 July
This mate is protective, kind and compassionate.
Though this crab can often be possessive, moody
or crabby, he or she is strongly attached to
his/her sexual partner.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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So... anybody know anybody matching with this results? hehehe ^__^;;

A Cancer...? Do I even know anyone who's a Cancer? ...Don't think so...

Argh, just smile and bear it, that's the philosophy I live by nowadays. And damn, but even my thoughts leading to dreams are so dark...! Must be affected by the recent pattern of movies I'm watching and planning to watch on cable.

Rose Red is definitely something that I want to see. It's a Stephen King. 'Nuff said.

wow, 26 new email messages. Heck, I haven't been able to check my email, i.e. go online, for such a long time now coz I was managing to fall asleep like at midnight or some minutes past it -- which is a bloody improvement!

I'm only doing this now at this time coz I managed to get a quick nap in when the power went out. And about that, I know I should be feeling sorry and all that for what's happening in NE USA (NYC among them) considering that in NYC the last time they had a power outage was like 30 something years ago, but... ergh, get over it? It's a technical problem; everything should be back to normal a lot faster than it gets here when there's a major power outage.

Oh yeah, something that managed to wake me up sufficiently to be able to write it down.

The day I die is the day I live
The day I live is the day I die
So in the now and in between
All that I can do is breathe
Breathe in, breathe out
Breathing is the basis of life
Existing is all that I can do
Until such time that I can die
Until such time that I'll live
Breathe in, breathe out.

Now, before you get all that "out with angst, in with productivity" banners and what-not, let me tell you the context of this... poem, if you will.

I was halfway between consciousness and sleep, so it's safe to say that I'm possibly in the dream state. I was sitting down on one of those computer desk chairs facing a glass wall window. There was a large desk behind me and a few people on the other side of the desk, presumably talking with me.

Well, alright, so we were having some sort of conference (about what, I have no idea) and this "poem" just came out of my mouth. Then I turned to them and asked, "So what do you people think?"


Alone time is good to get your thoughts in order...