...to be online again. After a harrowing couple of nights when I couldn't get online (the pox on my former provider, though to be cancelled as needed), I finally changed providers and lo and behold! I am online yet again.
hehehe
...to be breathing. C'mon, think about it. Getting strangled to death is not a pretty way to go. And it hurts like hell, from what the facial expressions of such victims convey. Isn't a quick and painless way to go the ideal way to go?
*morbidity*
...to be with someone. Not that I am with someone currently. Or since, for that matter. It kinda got to me, when I went out today, that I'm seeing a lot of couples. I know there's a lot of them out there, but I guess I'm just realizing that I am seeing couples out there now. They're not just something... not there before. I don't know.
*depressing*
...to have something to do. And no, sleeping cannot count as something to do. Poor me, as that is just the one thing that I would love to do for all eternity. Sleep. Sleep the sleep of a thousand ages, and rejoice in the visions.
*perking up somewhat*
...to just let go, and not worry about anything else. That sort of freedom, I would welcome. As it is, I have to maintain a semblance of control most of the time, and it's wearing on me.
*pensive*
...to be me. Nope. Not yet. Getting there though.
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