I have no idea why, but I was and still am feeling out-of-sorts today. It could be because I lost my internet connection yesterday and I spent a couple or so hours doing nothing. Or it coul be because I just went out of my way to have someone angry at me, nice person that I am and not so nice person that she is. Or it could be because I just received another confirmation about my character, which I really should be used to, considering.
I don't know.
I don't feel happy.
I mean, I've never really been happy happy, but other times, I have been glad that I'm doing what I'm doing, that I'm bleeding breathing and still alive, that I have friends I can talk and relate with.
Not quite sure, but maybe, what I'm feeling is... loneliness? emptyness? dissatisfaction? frustration?
1 comment:
sounds a bit like you're going through quarter life crisis.
hirap yan a. try to find something you really like that helps you find that feeling of fulfillment about yourself, na makes you think you're doing something worthwhile. it really does help if what you're doing would not only be beneficial towards you but to others around you, even complete strangers.
as mushy as it sounds, what that old saying says is kinda true; helping others can make you happy. even when you feel bad about just about every other factor in your life ^^0
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