So, so sleepy...
Went through a couple more school sites, just to check out the thing I wanted to try out. One was a complete bust; I cringed when I realized what I was looking at. The other looked promising, but I still want to compare it with the other one.
Not making much sense, am I? I never do, especially in this mood and usually when I don't want to and that's very much just everyday.
Load of laundry to do but not today, mate. I just want to sleep.
I'm giving myself a headache thinking about things. I don't usually think about these things. I just react, but circumstances are starting to prod me into acting. I just think that I need further research on the matter at hand. I don't want to enter a situation half-assed and then ultimately make an idiot out of myself. Not that I need help in that, since I can do that pretty much by myself already.
Suddenly quite awake. I hate this song at this moment... much better now that it's changed to the next one. I've always liked Gackt's voice, though familiarity with L'arc en Ciel song lyrics is always a big plus.
Where was I?
Hmm, musing about something that I don't want to put in here literally since that would just bloody well invite jinxing it to high heaven.
Heck, maybe I am afraid -- terrified -- of growing up.
1 comment:
Heck, I think most of us are scared of growing up and leaving the comforts and idealism of youth... thing is, we have to face reality one way or another. But that doesnt mean you totally forget how it feels to be young and carefree. Nechan, I hope we all keep the dreams of youth inside our hearts. And at the risk of sounding totally mushy, just remember that me and the rest of your pals will be here to relive and reminisce whenever you feel like going down memory lane ^_^
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