So, so sleepy...
Went through a couple more school sites, just to check out the thing I wanted to try out. One was a complete bust; I cringed when I realized what I was looking at. The other looked promising, but I still want to compare it with the other one.
Not making much sense, am I? I never do, especially in this mood and usually when I don't want to and that's very much just everyday.
Load of laundry to do but not today, mate. I just want to sleep.
I'm giving myself a headache thinking about things. I don't usually think about these things. I just react, but circumstances are starting to prod me into acting. I just think that I need further research on the matter at hand. I don't want to enter a situation half-assed and then ultimately make an idiot out of myself. Not that I need help in that, since I can do that pretty much by myself already.
Suddenly quite awake. I hate this song at this moment... much better now that it's changed to the next one. I've always liked Gackt's voice, though familiarity with L'arc en Ciel song lyrics is always a big plus.
Where was I?
Hmm, musing about something that I don't want to put in here literally since that would just bloody well invite jinxing it to high heaven.
Heck, maybe I am afraid -- terrified -- of growing up.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
I am slowly but surely killing off millions of my brain cells at the moment.
hehehe
I saw this program at the Discovery Channel about sleep deprivation. Technically, what I'm doing can't be classified as sleep deprivation since I manage to sleep during the day when and if I'm awake at night, like now. I was asleep for the better part of the day earlier after I finished my laundry and I'm wide awake now, minus a yawn or two.
So does that mean that I'm reincarnating brain cells? Or does the whole process cancel everything out and I'm not loosing brain cells?
Coz I have a feeling I'm going to be needing those brain cells in the near future. Ack, can you believe that I am actually contemplating going back to school?
Well, alright, so it's all part of the plan to get my life back on track as I don't have a wannabe-ana following me around (hopefully, crossing fingers, and please don't jinx me!) and making my life hers and miserable for me.
Anyway, that's one of the plans, going back to school. The other plan is to finally surf through my jobstreet account, if I do still have one, and pick Moe to apply to. Or just apply to all of them. hehehe Makes me wonder if that flight attendant thing is still open ^__^
Big Plans, Big Jinx, coming on the way...
I am such a pessimist!
Nah, feifu, so sorry about not responding to your text immediately. As I texted you, I was asleep then. I didn't even wake up when my cellphone sounded even when it was just in arm's reach of me. Again, sorry, and I hope one of the twins got that thing sorted out.
hehehe
I saw this program at the Discovery Channel about sleep deprivation. Technically, what I'm doing can't be classified as sleep deprivation since I manage to sleep during the day when and if I'm awake at night, like now. I was asleep for the better part of the day earlier after I finished my laundry and I'm wide awake now, minus a yawn or two.
So does that mean that I'm reincarnating brain cells? Or does the whole process cancel everything out and I'm not loosing brain cells?
Coz I have a feeling I'm going to be needing those brain cells in the near future. Ack, can you believe that I am actually contemplating going back to school?
Well, alright, so it's all part of the plan to get my life back on track as I don't have a wannabe-ana following me around (hopefully, crossing fingers, and please don't jinx me!) and making my life hers and miserable for me.
Anyway, that's one of the plans, going back to school. The other plan is to finally surf through my jobstreet account, if I do still have one, and pick Moe to apply to. Or just apply to all of them. hehehe Makes me wonder if that flight attendant thing is still open ^__^
Big Plans, Big Jinx, coming on the way...
I am such a pessimist!
Nah, feifu, so sorry about not responding to your text immediately. As I texted you, I was asleep then. I didn't even wake up when my cellphone sounded even when it was just in arm's reach of me. Again, sorry, and I hope one of the twins got that thing sorted out.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
wehehehe this quiz thing is fun...
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I think that's just about it. I still have to figure out this Hello thing... Gah, where's the bloody button?!
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| Your Birthdate: April 25 |
| Your birth on the 25th day of the month (7 energy) modifies your life path by giving you some special interest in technical, scientific, or other complex and often hard to understand subjects. You may become something of a perfectionist and a stickler for details. Your thinking is logical and intuitive, rational and responsible. Your feelings may run deep, but you are not very likely to let them show. This birthday makes you a more private person, more introspective and perhaps more inflexible. In friendships you are very cautious and reserved. You are probably inventive, and given to unique approaches and solutions. |
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The Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
| Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
| In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
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| What Your Dreams Mean... |
 Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. You tend to be a very productive thinker. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind. |
What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyourdreamsmeanquiz/">What Do Your Dreams Mean?
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| You Are 70% Normal (Really Normal) |
 Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so! |
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| You Are 23 Years Old |
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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I think that's just about it. I still have to figure out this Hello thing... Gah, where's the bloody button?!
Hah! Off kilter!
I just posted the rewrite of my March challenge fic at the illusion ML, and just because it was finished just the same, I added in the edit of my Irish Cream fic to include the explanation for why James was such a bastard.
That's all, I think.
Though I do think that one of our cats -- had just recently given birth, yesterday to one kitten that I have no idea if it's alive or not, and today to another kitten that I have no idea if it's still alive or not -- is delusional. Coz the main mother cat has had two new kittens and she keeps taking them up to the room. I think she believes them to be her babies when in reality, she has ignored her own babies.
Is that normal cat behaviour?
I just posted the rewrite of my March challenge fic at the illusion ML, and just because it was finished just the same, I added in the edit of my Irish Cream fic to include the explanation for why James was such a bastard.
That's all, I think.
Though I do think that one of our cats -- had just recently given birth, yesterday to one kitten that I have no idea if it's alive or not, and today to another kitten that I have no idea if it's still alive or not -- is delusional. Coz the main mother cat has had two new kittens and she keeps taking them up to the room. I think she believes them to be her babies when in reality, she has ignored her own babies.
Is that normal cat behaviour?
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Really good thing about this getting sick this time around, is that I didn't have a fever. Which is good, since there was a time when I started speaking Spanish when I had a 39 to 40 degree C fever. Heck, at least I knew what I was saying so that's something.
*sigh*
I opened Illusion Chapter 16, tried to write a bit but David and Miko are being difficult and both are *still* hiding from me. I almost have the chapter done -- just a few tweaking as per usual -- and those two decided to just disappear. Gah, if David wasn't David, I'd probably punish him. But he's David...
*sigh*
I opened Illusion Chapter 16, tried to write a bit but David and Miko are being difficult and both are *still* hiding from me. I almost have the chapter done -- just a few tweaking as per usual -- and those two decided to just disappear. Gah, if David wasn't David, I'd probably punish him. But he's David...
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
It is so official -- I'm sick, and I'm blaming that darned new hospital I went to with some people. What is it about hospitals that make me sick? Hmm, let's see... sick people loitering around? Germs and bacteria and viruses that can't be scrubbed out hanging about in the furnitures, especially in doctors' offices?
I so hate being sick. It's like, I'm hanging suspended over my corporeal body and just looking in on things. Gah, lethargy. Not to mention I can't taste anything! And even I did want to go to sleep, I can't coz it's so bleeding hot that not even two fans can take care of the heat for me.
There is some ice cream in the freezer though. Too bad it's Rocky Road since someone evil finished off my Cookies and Cream... so not getting into that.
I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm really, really sick!
Gah...
I so hate being sick. It's like, I'm hanging suspended over my corporeal body and just looking in on things. Gah, lethargy. Not to mention I can't taste anything! And even I did want to go to sleep, I can't coz it's so bleeding hot that not even two fans can take care of the heat for me.
There is some ice cream in the freezer though. Too bad it's Rocky Road since someone evil finished off my Cookies and Cream... so not getting into that.
I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm really, really sick!
Gah...